When Leta left her husband Leech Hoose and abandoned her children
to their father Ralph Chetister in September of 1929, she first moved in with
her brother Aaron, his wife Florence, and their daughters Lucille (age 14) and
June (age 11). She spent her days with Florence, assisting with household
duties, making jam and apple butter, cooking, and enjoying each other’s
company. While Florence was an excellent housekeeper, her home never looked or
smelled so clean as it did that autumn. This was partly due to Leta’s unlimited
nervous energy. While she did not rise very early, once she was awake, she was
a force. They washed walls and windows, scoured the cupboards and stove, and
even cleaned all the closets. When the girls arrived home from school, the
quartet would can vegetables, make jam, and sew. Leta spent an hour or so each
afternoon with the girls, needle and thread. Two or three times a week, Leta
would bake for them—cookies, pies, cakes, and biscuits. She dug out the front
yard and built a small flower garden in which she planted tulips and daffodils
to bloom in the spring.
Sometimes she would jump up in the middle of the night, her
body in a sweat, gasping in terror. While she never remembered her dreams, Leta
understood that whatever was going on in them drove her to a level of panic
that would not dissipate easily. She rose, donned her robe, and made her way
into the kitchen, carrying a bottle of whiskey she kept hidden in her vanity
and deck of cards. For the next two hours or so, she played solitaire and
sipped her libation until she was sure her heart had calmed and she could
return to sleep. She washed her glass and returned to bed. At other times when
she awoke in this state, she scrubbed all the floors—kitchen, dining room and
living room, on her hands and knees, using a brush—to dissipate the anxiety.
One night Florence heard her in the living room and came down
the stairs.
“Leta, what are you doing?” she whispered. “It’s four o’clock
in the morning.”
Leta had pushed all the furniture to one side of the room and
rolled up the carpets to better accomplish her task.
“I can’t sleep, and the floor needs to be scrubbed,” Leta
answered without looking up or stopping. She feared that if she did, she would
break down into ceaseless tears.
Florence stood for a few minutes, silently showing her
compassion for her sister-in-law, who kept working. Her own husband and children were sleeping upstairs; if she had any of
them removed from her life, then she would be up nights as well.
“Well,” she finally said, “thank you. I will see you in the
morning.”
Very quietly, as if she was a baby’s breath, Florence left Leta
to her work.
Just knowing Florence was there made Leta feel better, and she
hastily finished her chore and returned to her own bed, where her exhausted
body finally overpowered her anxious heart, and she slept.
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